please stop

please stop,
it almost kills me,
this pain is worse than the one before,
my tears keep falling,
my heart keeps screaming,
o,please stop,
i knew i was wrong,
i've done terrible mistakes,
oh please give me a chance,
to breath normally.
rrrrrggghhh.....
i can't stand the pain,
just gimme alcohol,
just gimme the pain-killer,
or just gimme the gun..
please..