..wish you were here

Today, some minutes ago i've just started the new title of my age.
Happy, off course. Sad? Not really..
Actually it's just another ordinary day..., no day should be more bla-bla-bla than the other one...

But here i want to admit something...
Truly i was sad to disappoint you. I knew that you want to accompany me in this moment but something sucks happened just like that.. and we're far apart.

Don't be too worry.. there're another days to spend time together...

Believe me, i don't give a shit with any birthday things actually. But, i'm sure it would be good to spend time with you.. anytime, in or out of my birthday.

By the way thank's for the good & great wishes...
( This words also refer to everyone who send greeting & prayer to me today, including YOU maybe)

I wish you were here..
Have a great day everyone..

D - 2

I'm a smoker, and deep in my heart i really want to quit, but it's just fucking hard.

Couple of days ago, somebody ( @alexia ) inspired me to ( think about) stop smoking again. It was her 2nd years of quitting smoking, exactly on her birthday. I thought, it's really a good idea..., well why not tryin' to do something different at my birthday?!

But this is D - 2, and I still have a pack of cigarette, my favorite one. And it still tastes so damn good to have coffee & cigarettes in the morning...

Do you think, i'll follow @alexia or else?